I joined Reddit three years ago under a different account. I'm basically more interested in the NSFW categories than anything else. One day I saw some pics that I liked and DMed the poster. She responded. Turns out she lives about three hours away but we knew each other 13 years earlier when she was in high school and I lived down the block. Her parents and I are the same age and we went to a few events together.

As we chatted over the next week or so, I began to develop a fantasy relationship with her. (Btw, she's married and has a toddler son). She told me about the first time she fucked someone other than her husband, her semi-cuck relationship (he knows but doesn't watch), and her OnlyFans account. I never signed up for OnlyFans, but I downloaded her Reddit pics and jacked off multiple times a day.

The problem is she was some other man's side woman and they would meet at a motel and they would fuck a couple of times a month. She liked it rough and showed me pictures of her bruises that to her were signs of love. The second weekend we chatted, she had a rendevouz scheduled with the other guy. I begged her not to go. She went anyway. I waited for her to text me back. She did once and then failed to respond after that.

Two weeks and one day after we first chatted, I realized she was using me. I closed my account and blocked any access she had to me.

This week I signed up for Reddit once again because I am hoping to reconnect, but I don't remember her old username. I messaged her on Facebook but haven't received a response. Sometimes I think I'm nuts.