I was a shy awkward girl , unattractive to guys and I was lonely… so I had no friends really but guys would come up to me and let me talk to them only if I jerked them off during it .. so that happened often with the guys cause I had very low self esteem and I was happy that hot guys were with me for few minutes so I just jerked them off often .

Until prom, I went without a date spent the night with many drunk guys coming up to me telling me to follow them so I can jerk them off or suck them off . But that’s it I would get a guys attention until he cums then he leaves and I end up alone in there until another guy try the same thing..

Until one of the guys, who I had a crush on, he dated a girl and she left the prom an hour before the end with her friend group .. So he just got so drunk and there was like only me and some of the geeky girls left , so he came up to me .. kinda touched me a bit and held my hand and took me outside , I thought I was just gonna jerk him off and that’s about it .. it started by that .. but then he turned me around , bent me over his car and just went in … It was so painful and uncomfortable, I just didn’t know what to do other than do nothing and let it happen, but he didn’t care about me being in pain he just fucked me very hard ..

It took him like 5 mins during which his friend group saw us and he was like « let me finish and cum »

Which he did, he came and once he did he just left me there and went with them..

And that was my first time lol not proud of it