TLDR: need brutal honest opinion about scars and if they affect how attractive your partner might find you (F21)

To me they are blaring evidence of how I’ve been damaged and made imperfect by my condition. I hate knowing I’m just gonna have more from future surgeries. It could be me projecting but I feel like guys prefer perfect flawless skin. My condition makes my scars indent, and are very thin like tissue paper. My bf says he loves my body with the scars - I just can’t see it the same way and it’s almost bikini season which I dread. I need the honest opinion of random people who don’t care about my feelings Lmao - do they make me uglier than someone without so many surgery scars?

If scar locations matter there’s one going down the thigh (soon to be matching on both sides), hip surgery scars all around the hips and groin, scars going down the whole forearm and on wrists (from surgery im fine) and several scars from various ankle surgeries around the low calf and upper foot.