Doing drugs make me feel better about my body image.

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I’m (23m) 210lbs 5’7.

Lately I’ve been on an upper binge, (coke, ecstasy, and sadly a little meth) and it completely destroys my appetite, I couldn’t even eat a pecan. I try to not totally fuck myself up so I’ll have a smoothie or something easy to drink but I find myself getting used to the habit of going several days with no solid food.

After about 4 or 5 days it becomes noticeable to me, and even get compliments on losing weight. That alone kind of gives me an urge to keep using.. I feel like I’m straying further and further from having normal eating habits.

I hate that I’m so insecure that I choose drugs over just going for a jog or something. But one just feels so much easier.

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