[No Regrets] I haven't always felt like this but I have always been quiet. I'm not exactly sure where to start. I guess what pisses me off the most is the constant narcissism because everyone always wants to be right. Don't tell me that's not true because you know you want to be right even if you know you're not. It starts drama and ends with he said she said bullshit. There are few people that I know and am friends with that keep the narcissism to a minimal. Even with those people I find that they are oblivious to what's going on around him. (Mostly referring to my roommate about this because he'll ask me questions when the answer is right in front of him.

Next thing I hate is when people bring me into their world with pointless chit chat. Yes I'm buying this book and I don't give a shit if you read it an liked it that doesn't mean I will. For example 20 minutes ago I was in line in the cafeteria waiting to make my sandwich for dinner and the person making the sandwich for the person in front of me mention to me how the people that eat there are so nice. She said how she liked to see all the differwnt peoples smiles (insinuating that i should smile for her) not a fucking chance can I have my sandwich now?

Next don't just tell me I'm doing something wrong. If you have tips to help improve what I'm doing give them to me and I'll consider them but if not shut your trap

Lastly, I don't want anyone's sympathy. Yes I like to eat alone and it's not because I have no friends. Making friends is easy if I wanted to be your friend I would be. I'd just mimic your narcissistic bullshit. If I fall and break my leg yes you can help me to the hospital but you don't have to constantly ask me if I'm ok. What the Fuck so you think?! My leg is broken and it hurts like Fuck so you fucking tell me if I'm ok.