I am really sorry for those who were affected by abusers of all kinds. You really didn't deserve it. They took advantage of you and made you feel powerless and invalid. Know, you are not at fault and whatever way hou need to get your power back in your life. That would be understandable. I am sorry for those in my life from childhood to late teens I've hurt. I manipulated and took advantage of you even if I didn't do it intentionally. You were hurt by it. You deserve life and more happiness than the ones who hurt you. Ive contemplated my entire existence and it feels like I only hurt people. Ever since I was born I felt unloved and felt like my entire existence was to hurt people. I questioned why was I born in the first place. Signing off.