so I (24F) and my boyfriend (44M) just started dating a month ago, we meet through shmex work and I know you shouldn't date clients but he seemed different. HE had a house, car, life, and his own business. Very healthy friendships and family dynamics. BUT after two weeks I was trying to kick a certain substance for the better of myself and relationship. Well we went to city one night and I got sick so he left me at hotel, come to find out he cheated on me that night with a SWer (just like me).

I confronted him about it and he keeps saying in his past relationships, esc0rts weren't considered cheating. But I very cleary stated I didn't want us sleeping with anyone else.

I honestly don't care about him doing that I just want honesty. I tell him this as well but he keeps doing it over and over.

He is also one of those proclaimed peace and love type

its my dream life the way he lives but is it really worth it? He swears it's just sex but consistently deletes and hides stuff, should I believe him?

I feel so isolated