I've wished death on people out of rage, I got someone expelled after he kept being a jerk to me, I called people horrendous names, I've made physical contact without permission (uninvited hugs or rubbing of the back), I've told a relative they were dead to me, I have broken numerous girls' hearts, I've ruined days for people by being mean to them, and even yelled at people till they cried. It's so much stuff across my entire life that I've done, and I sometimes wonder if I'm a bad person or if whatever I do to atone will ever be enough.

Edit: I appreciate the honest criticism I've gotten from people in the comments. It's what I needed to hear.