You cut of contact for a reason. I was worried. Still am. Probably will be for a long time. Found you on the net. Wasn't too hard to find you. Had to contract you. Although I'm afraid i made it worse. You gave me the closure I needed. But it feels bad. There are so many things I want to tell you. Didn't say them not to make things worse.

Once you told me he is a good man. He is. He probably is. He took you back. I hope you two find a way to work things out. Live a happy life together.

Now you live under his rules. Under his monitoring. I can't imagine how hard it is.

My wish is that you stay safe. Safe and sound. I'm sorry I brought you in this situation.

Edit: spelling