Ever since I was a kid like fifteen I’ve been in heterosexual long term relationships. I never did one night stands. Not until in my late twenties I did the whole online hook up thing with a guy. It was fun.. I told my family I was gay and I was disowned. After that soon I found a woman I was head over heels in love with. For the beginning of the relationship the sex was amazing. I had no issues with the previous porn addiction that plagued me throughout my life. After some years that porn came back. And it became increasingly angled towards homosexual content.

I’ve now told my girlfriend. That I am bi. But I am afraid that I’m actually gay and repressed….

The sex in my relationship can be great, especially when it’s kinky. But I’ve somewhat lost the ability to have cute, intimate, gentle sex. Though it does happen…

Is the long term relationship having issues with desire. I am a repressed gay person. I have ruined my arousal wiring with porn. Or I’m bisexual and have all of those issues a bit..

I just don’t know and it’s tearing me apart. :(