Here's the deal, I'm a straight, 45 year old man. I've never touched another man in any sexual way and never thought I would, but a couple things happened recently and I'm starting to wonder about some things.

First thing that happened, I found out my wife has been cheating on me. I met the guy and confronted him before I talked to her and asked him so many things trying to figure out why. One of the things that surprised me is that the guy is hung like a mouse. I figured she was at least fucking some big cock, but he told me he's 5 inches... I couldn't believe it, but he showed me. Completely hard he's more than 2 inches shorter and no girth at all. When I confronted her all she could come up with is that it's so exciting to have a new cock that she's been slutting around with other men, most smaller because they're there and new. From the guys I've confronted and what she's told me, mostly she's just sucking cock for the thrill.

The other thing that happened is embarrassing, but I started watching female POV porn and some "encouragement" videos and captions. A lot of cocksuckers looking really, really happy with a dick in their mouths and a lot of captions and voices telling me to try it, over and over, and I keep watching more.

So, there are two things in my head right now. First thing is if she can go try new cocks because every new cock is exciting, I should get to have some exciting new experiences!! Then the other thing is knowing how much she gets off on just sucking a new cock and watching all of these videos about how exciting sucking cock is, party of me is really thinking about trying it and doing exactly what she did... go out and stick cock for the thrill of it.

I'm on the fence here, but I feel like just a tiny push and I'll fall to my knees. Talk me out of it, or talk me into it... you guys tell me if it's as sexy as I imagine it would be!