I'm 44m, and I'm straight but I had these five times when I was 18 and 19 that have made me really curious ever since.

First time was during my senior year, I went to Fort Collins to visit a friend who went to CSU. He's two years older than me and I stayed with him and his bf at their apartment for a week during my spring break. The second day I was there his bf started asking if I ever tried anything with a guy... I told him I hadn't and he was asking how I knew if I didn't try, telling me if I was really secure with my sexuality I'd try it at least once... my friend jumped in saying he always thought I looked like I'd give great head, telling me I had "cocksucker lips", saying I'd love it if I tried, telling me I'd look so good sucking cock... they both kept it up for a while but didn't ask me directly for a bit, but then his bf said he'd bet i was hard thinking about it. I lied and said it didn't turn me on at all and they were kind of joking asking me to prove it and trying to get the blanket off me... and his bf suddenly reached down and felt how hard i was.

I was shocked a bit, but he said he knew what I really wanted and slipped out of his jeans and sat next to me in his boxers. I was trying but to look, but couldn't stop glancing at his crotch to see if he was hard and he told me if I wanted to see i just had to pull his boxers off... my friend smiled and said nobody else would ever know if I just took a little peek... and so I gave in and reached in his boxers and pulled out his hard dick.

I was holding it, staring at it, and my friend said "stroke him" and i just didn't think at all and started stroking him, feeling him getting harder... it wasn't long before I was completely into it, jerking off this guy and my friend said I should let him take pictures and promises my face wouldn't be in them... I didn't even answer him and he got the Polaroid (this was 1998) and took a few pictures before he came over and asked if I'd help him out too.

I didn't hesitate and stopped just long enough to get his jeans down and I was stroking then both, one in each hand... and they kept complimenting me about looking like a porn star, looking so sexy doing it, trekking me how good it felt and how I was so good at it... I loved feeling sexy and dirty and I loved feeling how excited they were... I didn't even care when he took more pictures.

My friend was the first one to cum and I loved feeling him pulse and cum, covering my hand. His bf told me to lick it clean and I did... and fell in love with tasting cum! Seeing that, my friend told me he needed to see me suck cock and I just landed down, licking his bf, kissing the head, but didn't get him in my mouth before he blew all over my lips and in my open mouth... I knew my friend was taking pictures but didn't care at all. I loved every moment of it!!

The other two encounters were later that week. My friends did have my face in pictures, even one with his bf's cum on my lips... and he showed some friends. By the fifth day I was there his gay friends all knew me as his straight friend who loves cum. So it wasn't surprising that one of them finally asked if I wanted to actually suck cock. I didn't suck him, but I was really excited to get on my knees and jerk him off until, right before he came, I took just the tip in my mouth and swallowed every drop.

The last night, my friend and his bf said we should try again but I should let myself go... but they had friends over so I didn't take him seriously. One of the guys there told me to go ahead since they all saw the pictures anyway... and it didn't take very long for me to just give in, stroking my friend while these other guys watched. That's when they started telling me I was born to be a slut and how I would be auxiliary a great porn star... I loved feeling slutty and the more they talked the more I got into it and soon I had my lips around his cock...

I was nude, on all fours... he was lying on the floor and just enjoying my mouth when I felt someone lift my ass into the air. Whoever it was just rubbing his cock between my cheeks and slapping my bare ass... and I couldn't help but push back and purr with my mouth full. My friend came fast after that and I started looking for his bf to suck but someone else was there so fast and had his dick in my throat... the guy behind me covered my back and I wiggled my ass, hoping someone would just use me but nobody tried... I swallowed 3 loads before they were finished and I wanted so much more buy that's all I got.

The next time I went up there, I had a reputation as a ready slut with their friends. During that week I had my next chance, sticking multiple guys off... and the next time after that they set up a party for me, except the main entertainment was my mouth ready for anyone who wanted a turn. I've never felt so sexy but got freaked out that there were to many guys there, a few from back home, and I didn't want anyone in the Springs to know, so that was the last time.

Here i am, all this time later and I still really want to taste cum again... and there's still that last step i never got to take... I think I'd look even better getting fucked than I do sucking cock!! I just need the chance and a few selfies to make sure! 🥵🥵