I’m honestly scared for when I go to university. I’ll be going to dorms and I’m excited because I think it will help me meet new people. I don’t have any friends near me, I’ve never partied, never made any real memories throughout high school or the last two years. I basically didn’t live during high school. I’m scared that when I get to dorms and I try to socialize at university, I’m scared that I’ll be that awkward strange kid I was in HS and I wanna make sure I live life to the fullest. It’s not like I’m particularly insecure or anything, I’m not anti social. I’m a likeable person, funny, attractive, easy to get along with, fun I’m just nervous about that initial phase. Like how do I meet people at uni? Do I just walk up and introduce myself? It’s been a while since I properly socialized. The last time I really met new people was like almost two years ago in my senior year of HS. I made a few friends and loved it but it’s been so long that I’ve kinda forget how to socialize. Like I love having friends and being around people, it’s just the start that’s awkward.

Like I wanna hang out with people, make memories, go to clubs, go to parties, go on trips and do dumb shit. I made an agreement with myself that when I’ll get there I’ll say yes to everything (within reason) and try talking to as many people as possible.

For some context if it helps, I’m gonna be 2nd year, I’ll be going in the fall, and turned 20 last week. Also im kinda scared because I don’t know how kitchens or bathrooms or anything work at dorms.