I'm currently in App Academy, it's pacing is very insane. I just got deferred for the second time. Everything is like strange to me. At this point either coding isn't for me or I should just allow myself to flunk out so I can avoid paying the tuition for what I have done already. I was originally interested in coding because i wanted to learn more about it and i like to create things. But I'm already 34 year old woman and with two kids (11 and 7, one being special needs) . I work like 12 hour days 4 times a day and this is just insane for me. I also wanted to get a better job for myself and my children because I always worked these low paying bullshit jobs. I felt i could do more. But as it stands right now i feel not only like an idiot but stupid for even trying to push up from where i am.

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Thoughts?