Im extremely productive when I'm not using coke, but when I'm on a binge I just drink water, booze, lay in my bed, control the panic or masturbate, the best times are when I go for a drink with friends, although this feels so sad and boring I think it's good, I just consume too much media, books, movies when I'm sober and normal, sometimes a Coke binge puts you on the edge of panicking or anxiety and the perverse fact is that sometimes I enjoy? I enjoy spending two hours in the couch trying to get my breath for two hours, I enjoy not eating, i enjoy how decadent and dead I look at my job, and of course, i enjoy the good moments, fuck mdma, fuck instantaneous pleasures, live the bad and good side of this morbid but magnificent drug. I enjoy not consume cheap entertainment masked with phony intellectualism. Makes sense?