so like i took a dose orally (mixed into a bottle of coca cola cuz i thought it'd be funny) after like 3 weeks of not touching it cuz my first time wasn't very good n i didnt rlly feel like snorting anything so just opted for oral administration

and for some reason it actually felt really good this time?? i mean i got like actual moderately strong euphoria, music sounded really good, i became rlly sociable n emotionally open, n i actually felt rlly happy rather than just kinda mentally stimulated n numb like last time

last time i couldn't feel anything serotonergic n this time the serotonin properties were super strong and i actually enjoyed the short-lived high, it felt very gentle but impactful and somewhat "beautiful" if you could call a drug high that

what changed? im using the same exact bag i used last time, my only personal guess is i mustve had some kinda tolerance to serotonergic effects the first time i did it (since i was dosing various drugs more than weekly around that time? so maybe some kinda receptor cross tolerance? i know i had used dxm the day b4 doing coke and dxm is pretty serotonergic so maybe that caused a tolerance to serotonin effects) so maybe i couldnt feel the full high n only felt the dopamine part of it, whereas now my brains sorta reset n i can feel both the serotonin n dopamine again??

i dont rlly fully understand why this time was so different but i was pleasantly surprised n definitely look forward to doing it again in a month (or probably few months) or so

i guess coke doesnt suck as much as i thought- at least when u can actually feel it LOL

anyone got any theories for why it was so different this time n felt a lot stronger even at a lower dose than i had done last time? is it possible oral administration just works better for me n thats what caused it? is it possible i just had cross tolerance for my receptors last time n now that ive been using drugs more spaced apart it hits me stronger? ive also been taking daily NAC and 5-HTP alongside other supplements recently so idk if that like reset my receptors n undid some kinda neurotoxicity or wtv