Coke has been my drug of choice for around a year. It started with alcohol but I quickly ditched that when I realized how much better things like coke ket shrooms etc were. I’ve had many binges that only wnded because I no longer had access to it. My friend recently found a plug here and kept asking me to do it even tho in the past I’ve said I’m not doing that anymore when I start I can’t stop. Anyways had a week that brought up a lot of past trauma and slipped up and asked for the plug. Since then probably 15 days ago I haven’t been able to stop. I am so mentally addicted to it it is ridiculous. I am worried I won’t be able to stop since in the past I was forced to stop because there was no dealer. I went to an na meeting tonight which was helpful I’m just struggling to find the desire to quit within myself. Anyone on this page who says coke is not addictive is a LIAR. I have tried so many drugs benzos opiates ketamine shrooms weed etc coke has been by far the most addictive. You don’t even see it coming but you’ll notice every time you do it you want more and more. I’m just really struggling and my paranoia lately is insane. I got into an accident and rear ended someone a few days ago from not sleeping and using. I was also pulled over with drugs in the passenger seat thankfully not found but still scary af. I’m worried about my nose and my heart how can I tell if I have nose damage? And what is the best way to quit I’m considering detox