I crushed an 8ball myself Saturday night and didn’t realize I shattered space and time until 4am today…. I called out of work 3x last week and then obviously today. I genuinely don’t feel physically bad, but slacked on hydration. My chest hurts. Idk if it’s my heart but my chest is hurting. I feel not bad, but not real. I am loving the space aside from the fact I have to go work which for the record is not a role I should be fuckin around in. Anyway I didn’t realize this was that bad until a friend that knew just reached out saying how dangerous it was, and that they’re concerned… it’s not making me question this feeling in my chest did I fuck up? Lmao. Honestly hoping so so I don’t have to return to employment tomorrow. Idk guess I’m looking to see if I should expect a change in my motions, am I far gone without realizing or idk