Everytime I go skiing with a benzo I get extremely talkative, which is normal, but I also get extremely empathetic. This stuff is not mdma laced because I fucking love mdma so I’d for sure know if it was, but it’s similar to the empathy and love for people on mdma. It’s so weird because I imagine both these drugs would destroy empathy and love. When I mix lots of cocaine with small dose Xanax and weed, it will just make me just start reminiscing on good times with my friends, and tell them how special they are to me. I get really confident and tell this girl all these super sweet things and suppressed feelings of love I have for her, and I get so euphoric when it makes her smile.