Why do I understand anger more than love?

Why do I sympathize with people who did evil because of anger?

Love is difficult for me. Love is the greatest energy, and I don't have alot of its power, little had been bestowed upon me.

It's very easy for me to love celestial bodies, nature, animals, and all the living things around, except people, people are the poison of the earth. Celestial bodies and our planet gives us everything we need, it loves us so, but people, I want to go extinct. I would rather us all die tomorrow than let the earth rot by allowing us to stay. Even if we hurt it, it still provides us everything we need.

For me, anger is an energy easy to master, i can maneuver it's energy in my mind and let it's energy fire my body to action and even cause others to think the same. It's fire is hot and burns, unlike the warmth of love energy.

I know that the warm energy of love is has more power to change a person and save, but I cant seem to gain understanding of wanting to master it. It is powerful but it is sacrifice, sure there is gain in sacrifice, but it all seems unfair.

Why do I like playing with the fire of anger that destroys the comfort of love?

I know life aint a game and there isnt just any button to press that results in dissapearance of all humans, but if there was one, would you press it too? If not, why are people worth it?