i started only abt 8 months ago. been using quite heavily. my nose is already fucked.

when i was younger i used to judge addicts. f.e

“how can someone spend their last money on drugs if they know they’ve got to use it on other things”

september 17th.. 13 more days of september, no money left.

used to judge addicts habits..

have lied to family to get money have treated people like shit have literally tried to off myself have neglected my health completely

the only time i can function is when i use coke. i have no friends and family left and am only social while using.

i dropped out, don’t go to appointments anymore and am generally neglecting everything.

sorry abt this. just needed to vent. i’ll go have another line and will be okay probably