for context, i’m 20 in college in a fraternity at a pretty big party school. I started using my freshman year here and their but I kept it very light because i didn’t want my girlfriend to know. now im a sophomore in the same fraternity, blow is pretty big here so all my buddies use it so now with no girlfriend i’ve kinda let loose and use it whenever im drinking with my bros, probably about 3-4 times a week I probably do 5-6 bumps. but the problem is i feel as if everytime im drinking/drunk and my buddy pulls out a bag, im like yeah that would be awesome so i do it. but now that I think about it like that im getting worried that Im addicted and that is the last thing I need in my life right now. Also forgot to add I only want it when im drinking/intoxicated which might have something to do with it , I have never wanted it sober. Am i just freaking myself out about this or should I completely drop it?