Hiii I'm super shy and socially awkward. I'd feel too afraid to ask bar staff or bouncers just because I'm so socially anxious and afraid of being mocked or rejected or kicked out. Also I'm not great at saying the right things at the right time.

I don't really want to go the dark net route because I'm nervous about cops and border security in this country is ridiculously strict.

I'd love to do blow and the times I've done it are lines that have been shouted for me which is super sweet but I don't have a way of contacting those people so I'm kinda stuck in limbo wanting to find a plug but having no clue how. Is anyone able to shoot me some pointers on what I could do :') thank you xx