For background, I was on antipsychotics for a long time that made cocaine pointless. Being off them now, I’ve been thinking about trying it again. In my entire life I’ve probably only gone thru 4 grams. While under the influence of Xanax I purchased a half oz of cocaine… I have generally been very unlikely to get addicted to uppers (tried meth, mdma, adderalll, etc without being addicted), but don’t want this to be the start of one. How should I limit myself to make sure I don’t get addicted ? 1 gram per weekend and none during the week? Any advice? I’m much more of a downer person and feel dumb for this purchase. As a side note, I’m not comfortable selling (or giving away) any so I have to either go through it all on my own or flush it down the toilet which would be a big waste. Anyone have advice on regulating usage? Does it mix well with anything besides alcohol ?