went on a work trip to a festival and even though i’ve been trying to quit, im focusing on reducing the amount i do first. i bought half a g and had some extra stuff lying around and packed it for my trip, just incase. i did it a lot the days prior and felt really crappy abt it, my nose sucks, my mood is dependent on whether or not i have time to do a line no matter where i am. i woke up, went to the fest, the entire day i had 0 urge to do it. the next day, same thing. when i tried to quit a week or two ago cold turkey, its all i thought about for 3 days before i gave in. now i don’t think about it at all.

my last day at the fest is today, im going back home tomorrow. hoping that i can stay off of it, but it seems like home/bars/errands are where i do it most and that comprises my entire days, so im gonna see what happens when i go home. i don’t know where the sudden lack of urge is coming from, but im really happy about it! Anyone else just wake up one day w 0 urge to do coke?