While I prefer CFNM, I am turned on by CMNM in a similar way. I used to post nude pics on here and really got off on all the interactions I had with guys who chatted with me while looking at my pics, some while they even got off to them. It was, honestly, an honor to be what someone looked at while they got off and made me wish I could find a guy friend into letting me hang around naked.

It’s such a shock to me because, while I’m not attracted to guys or into watching guys get off, I know I am DEF into a guy potentially getting off to me getting off. It’s something I’m working through but… man, it makes me realize how locked up we are as guys or a culture in general. We’re so afraid of being vulnerable or sexually expressive. It comes out in our sexuality and it’s so frustrating.

But, yeah, I’m looking for insight from straight guys into this or friends of straight guys similar to me. Looking to just understand it better and learn about how it has become a part of your life, positive or negative.