So, as detailed in my previous post, a few weeks back I admitted to my girlfriend (who I continue to refer to as “C”) how turned on I get when I see other guys checking out her incredible butt. One thing led to another and as me and C fucked we talked dirty and spoke about my fantasy of her with another guy. C is very shy and comes across as the classic “innocent but incredibly hot” girl. C is not very sexually confident, we even spoke about starting a couples OnlyFans so she can learn to appreciate and be proud of her body more. She’s not had many sexual experiences and blushes at the mention of anything kinky, so it was very shocking to feel how wet she got as we spoke about it, and so naturally I came in her like a rocket.

Fast forwarding a few weeks, C and I haven’t spoken about that evening since. Again C is very timid and this is all very new to her, so I’m cautious about being too pushy with her. I also do love her very much, so it’s important for me that she’s happy and enjoying herself and it’s something that’s her choice rather than just something she’s doing for me. Anyway, it had been a few weeks now, so I decided to test the waters again and find out how she was feeling about the whole situation. As we sat on the bed, I decided not to skirt around the topic and to just throw us into the conversation abruptly. I was ready for the conversation to be a little difficult, but I was NOT ready for what was about to actually happen.

“So how do you feel about our sexy conversation a few weeks back?” I said to her, as she layed on the bed slowly wiggling her butt. She looked me in the eye over her shoulder with a hand covering her mouth trying to hold back a huge smile. “I don’t know” she said giggling, “it was pretty hot”. I couldn’t help but start to get hard at her saying that. “yeah it really turned me on” I said “have you thought anymore about it?”. She was blushing now and looking down at the bed. “I have actually…” she said with a huge smile and an uncontrollable giggle. My heart was pounding at this point. “really?!” I said with excitement, “what have you been thinking about?”. She seemed to struggle to control her giggling at this point and was covering the biggest smile I have ever seen with her hand. “I don’t know…” she said, looking down at the mattress with a smile, “I get really wet at the idea of playing with another guy”. At this point, my cock was literally throbbing. She looked at me with these sexy eyes I’ve never seen her produce before. “I actually may have done something…” she said nervously with a giggle. She clenched her teeth anxiously and handed me her phone.

My eyes widened in shock. She’d downloaded Tinder, a hundred messages from guys she’s matched with, my cock was literally exploding, my heart was pounding. “I haven’t messaged any of them back” she said “I have to admit it does give me a confidence boost seeing so many messages”. I could barely speak. My mouth was open in shock as I looked at her blushing face and smiling eyes. “Seen anyone you like?” I said, almost shaking with excitement. “haven’t looked to be honest, wanna look with me?”. Within moments we were layed side by side on the bed, scrolling through a sea of messages from guys clearly trying to fuck my girlfriend. C has made it clear in her profile that she was just looking to “hang out” and every guy in a 5 mile radius wanted a chance. Finally, after minutes of scrolling, she said what I was most nervous for her to say. “This guy is hot” she said with a giggle, and immediately tapped his profile. Before I could even say anything she began messaging him back. “Hey (: I like your beard” she typed to him. I was stunned. He was a large “rugby” type lad with a big build. Within minutes he’d replied “Hey. Thanks. You should come and feel it sometime”. She giggled quite a lot at this, and began typing back to him instantly, forgetting entirely that I was layed there next to her. I’d had this fantasy for a while, but now it was playing out in front of me I wasn’t sure how I felt. I was so nervous, but I began to feel a pure rush of jealousy that turned me on is a way I’d never experienced before. I decided to push myself into the unknown.

“seems like a nice guy, maybe you should meet him” I said to C. She turned and looked at me, biting her lip. “What?...oh sorry I got distracted” she said “I can’t meet him, I don’t think I’m ready for that”. I looked at her side as she began typing back to him, smiling and biting her lip almost unknowingly. I didn’t see the conversation, but I watched her she giggled when his messages came in, and it was at this point I noticed she was grinding her hips on the bed. My heart continued to pound, I couldn’t believe how quick this was all happening, and how turned on I was getting seeing her find a guy she seemed to like a lot. Suddenly, she put a hand over her mouth. “he’s asked if I want to go over for a drink tomorrow night” she said. I was almost shaking at this point. She looked at me with her hand still covering her mouth. “What do I say?” she said giggling. My head was rushing, I couldn’t help but smile and laugh. “Maybe you could just go, it could be fun, and you don’t have to do anything, it could be a stepping stone?”. She had both hands covering her mouth now and she took a big inhale. “Ok.” She said. “If I go, I am NOT going to do anything. I’m not ready for that and this is just to take a very small first step. I love my boyfriend and this is just going to be a casual drink”. I agreed, we were still taking it slow and this was just to test the idea of her going to another guys house without me, even though it turned me on so much. “okay I’ve say yes” she said as she threw her phone down and covered her eyes. “God why am I so nervous” she laughed.

And so that’s that, she is going to a random guys house this friday. We’re both so incredibly excited and I can barely think about anything else. We agreed on some ground rules for the meet (although I can't really say there was many) as this is very much a "dip the toe in the water" exercise. I know how incredibly timid C is, so I know she wouldn’t do anything sexual with someone she barely knows. We agreed she can kiss him goodbye if she wants to, and we agree that she’ll keep in touch and not stay there too long, mainly as this is really just a stepping stone for both of us to really test the waters. I’m so incredibly excited!