I’ve caught myself truly wondering if I am the crazy one after everything my ex has put me through. I find myself on a rollercoaster of emotions at times. I try to remind myself during these times that this is only the result of a narcissistic relationship and abuse. My ex repeatedly lied to me and trashed my name (and continues to do so) to the girl he cheated on me with. It’s hard to not have your feelings hurt when the person you thought you loved, treats you so poorly. I try to not think about his schemes and lies, but I’m not going to lie, it still cuts deep. We are divorcing now, barely two years after the initial cheating. Has anyone else been so strung along by someone they trusted, only to get stabbed in the back? How do you recover? I am trying to keep my emotions at bay, but it’s hard to not have such ill will towards him! Also, he is the father of my two children. Who he never sees or speaks to. 😭