I first cheated on her 6 months after we started dating. I've had a number of regular side chicks over the years. I fucked 4 of her 5 bridemaids, one of them a number of times. There have been a number of random hook ups mixed in with all that. Ive fucked more than 25 women behind her back since we got together.

I dont feel guilty about it. Ive always continued to bang my wife regularly. I just enjoy cheating and being bad, the dirtier the better. Like one time when we were all staying at a hotel, I snuck out to her friends room (one of the previously mentioned bridesmaids), fucked her and came deep inside her, then came back and fucked my wife right away. I got a blowjob first. Seeing her taste her friends pussy on my dick was so hot.

I've always fucked then raw and always try to cum inside them. Its resulted in several pregnancy scares, an abortion and theres a guy raising a kid that I might have fathered. The worst was a friend of my 24 year old daughter while my wife was passed out drunk. We fucked in the bathroom and I came inside her too. Over 20 years younger then me and I loved every second of it.

I know Im fucked up and what Ive done is awful. I also know that I love it and I'll probably keep doing it.