Today I briefly had sex with another man outside my marriage. I have been in dead bedroom for a few years and found out my husband had been sharing intimate pictures with friends and today one of those friends came over while my husband was at work.

I know this individual quite well and we wound up discussing the pictures my husband shared with him. Anyhow one thing led to another and I provided this guy some oral sex and we had a brief moment of penetration until one of my kids interrupted us. We cut it off immediately and I felt like absolute shit.

My husband got home a few hours later and I strait up told him what happened and he said 'cool' and went about his normal evening routine. I broght it up again and he told me to do what I want.

I think I need this but I don't know if his response in sincere? In my opinion he has been setting me up for this for months. If anything I was hoping for a more positive or negative response, what should I do?