The thing is I love chastity but I feel my Life IS not sutted for It.

I have a 3 y long relationship with my boyfriend, we live separated cities butnwe see 1-2 times a month.

While he IS away usually chastity is good, I am horny and I want dick all day I chat with dudes/watch porn and play my self daily to reduce the tension (my bf is all ok with all that)

The thing is that when in with him he does not care if a wear It or not. If i do he does not seem to care, like no coments on It etc (which I understand because he does not Talk about sex out the bedroom either). The Big problem for me comes in bed. My boyfriend is a dom but he dislikes anal, so he never fucks my ass. He enjoys fucking my month and my feet and most of the time making me moan and cum by eating my body and paying With It. So what sense does chastity Cage make here? I Will remain frustranted and not fucked at all but he IS being denied of my dick.

We usually finish sex when he have had enough and force me to cum, so now that also denied...

Im a bit frustranted that I dont find a proper way to enjoy this kink and include It in my Life situation