This is my first time self-locking for any real period of time and it’s been so hard yet so satisfying.

At first all I could think about was how I wanted to get hard and cum, but eventually that all went away. Probably because I started using butt plugs and dildos a lot more to ease my mind.

but now It’s getting real lol.

I leak so much from anal but never truly cum, It’s so frustrating but so freaking good too. I feel empty without a buttplug in. I also feel vulnerable whenever I’ve got to take it off for cleaning. It’s almost like a suit of armour for my masculinity.

Anyway I don’t have much else to talk about so stay strong and stay locked.