i had an amazing session with today. even though i only had 25 mins or so. I started Locktober a bit late tbh, oct 7. i had some work duites and other things that have happened so i could only get started then. - i dont have an official keyholder , nor do i want one. I am kind of self-directed and part time. I do enjoy edging and chastity (days only, for the most part.) I had some unexpected alone time today at noon or so. I wanted only to edge a bit and get the full feeling wound up. I do enjoy that. I was watching a vid or 2 and i got the urge for some toy time. I had a mindset not to cum, like at all. I have an aneros clone of the old mgx style. It was calling me. Again I have no intention to cum. I just wanted to enjoy. And omg I sure did. I changed to a pegging vid. Watched it for a bit and honestly it got a bit distracting . I was really only listening to the pegging vid. I kind of fell into this state. It was so cool. I was not wanting to cum. I hooked a vibe to my toy and let the sensations take over. A little extra lube and i was on my way. Wave and wave of good feelings washed over me from my prostate. I can get quite vocal when I know I am alone. I wonder if it ads to the pleasure. I digress... I am sure inhad at least 1 or 2 dry orgasms. Unfortunately I had to stop. I could have kept going and I sure wanted to. I cleaned up and put my toys away. I was still feeling the effects of my session. The bottom of my feet were tingly .
For a few hours after, it was same. I had a feeling of just post orgasm and leaking precum for a while after was just amazing. That was my fun time for the day. It's amazing the mindset is so different when orgasm is not the end goal. Back in lock today and it feels good.