I'd like to ask for some advice about some issues I'm having with attitude and state of mind in chastity.

I have been locked for a week now, and I'm noticing that as the days go by I have been feeling more and more angry and resentful towards women. I've heard people on this sub talk about how the experience orients them towards pleasing their keyholder, and that has definitely happened to an extent, but it's showing up in a way that I worry is needy and bratty rather than pleasing.

When I see women in my day-to-day life I find myself feeling resentful of them - that they have power and freedom that I don't have and that it's unfair. I try to be better as a man but I feel like my efforts come from a place of jealousy at the unfairness of my situation. I find myself thinking about them masturbating or having sex and having thoughts about how they are stupid sluts who don't deserve to cum if I can't. I know that's not right but I can't make the thoughts go away.

I worry that I am argumentative and tiresome with my keyholder when I feel so frustrated I don't think I can cope. I know she doesn't want to hear me beg but I can't always help it.

Is this something that is normal? Any advice?