Hi! I'm still looking, I've found a few people that I vibe with but haven't quite fallen into a dynamic with anyone yet.

I'm honestly not sure what to say but I'm gonna try.

I'm a little, brat, pet who has cptsd so I have a few struggles that lead to it being hard for me to click with a dom or domme as they tend to push me too fast into a dynamic when I'm not ready so I'm looking for someone who can be understanding of what I've gone through.

My age range is 20 to 30. Please don't message me if you're outside of this, I really hate having to turn people down.

I like both genders and anything in between!

I am polyamorous and have a partner so you would need to be okay with that as I'm not someone who functions well in monogamy.

When it comes to ddlg, I need someone who can take care of me, help with structure, rules, etc but still be understanding and accepting of my issues within the dynamic. I don't function well with a thousand rules, praise and guidance work best with me as many punishment push me too hard currently.

I don't use diapers but I do use pacis, teethers and kids toys.

My littlespace isn't always sexual, sometimes it's just for the comfort or relaxation so that's something to be aware of. I don't always want to be sexual when little, sometimes I just want cuddles and cartoons.

When it comes to kink, I'm into a lot, my main no's are spit, urine, scat, needles, feet, abf/anr and threats (I know that's not a normal no but mentally I can't handle threats). I'm into knives, pain, choking, anal, bruises, collaring, 24/7 and a lot of others.

I don't enjoy rules that dictate what I wear, I grew up in a uniformed school and wear a work uniform so my clothes outside of those need to be what I've picked out for my brain. I also don't like ones that make me have to ask for permission to do things, I already struggle doing things on my own so having to ask for permission just makes things harder. Other than that, I'm not super picky about rules, as long as we get to talk it out and remove those I'm not comfortable with.

Outside of kink, I work M-F during the day (my hours are never guaranteed, usually around 30 hours a week), I have 8 pets, I am obsessed with horror tv, anime, video games, learning new skills, knitting, cross stitching and a lot more.

I'm super nerdy, I play DnD, love LoTr, HP (though I'm not a fan of star wars), love debating and love to constantly talk about the things I'm into. I have 8 pets currently: 3 cats, 2 guinea pigs, 1 bunny, 1 hedgehog and a beta fish.

I have ADHD which leads to me not being the best at quick responses unless it's discord and makes a super loud noise, I never mean to ignore anyone so if I do, its entirely an accident.

I'm 5'5, weigh about 170lbs, but its mostly muscle though I do want to drop about 30lbs eventually. I have naturally brown hair but its currently black from dying it. I have multiple piercings and tattoos and plan on getting more.

I'm upset I have to add this but please don't message me if you think people putting themselves out there online gives the world an excuse to be an asshole, call them names, be rude, etc. I just had to block someone for that and I'd really prefer to not have to do it again. Just be aware that if I go to your profile, I can see your comments and posts and those help me decide if I want to talk to you.

If any of this sounds like we could vibe together well, please send me a message telling me about your absolute favorite horror movie (or most hated one if you're not a fan)! I likely will not respond if you do not answer my prompt here in some fashion. Too many people just ignore it and think I'll answer anyway. I hope to vibe with you ❤