I've written countless posts, and yet... here I am. It's just a tiring process. So, Caregiver, please don't make me keep writing for much longer.

I understand, I'm young, only 19, I have my whole life ahead of me. People will come and go. But, I want you to be in my life. I want to come home to eachother, I want hugs, and kisses, and to take care of one another. I wanna be with you.

I am 19. I am bbw. I have short, blonde hair that I want to grow out, but I constantly hate how it looks, and so I want to cut it again. Bleh. Blue eyes. Glasses. About 5 ft 5. A few tattoos, an ear piercing. I'm white. I often wear baggier clothes, usually men's. Comfort is my main objective when getting dressed. I'm agnostic, an omnivore. Definitely more of a "Live and let live" person. You don't bug me, I don't bug you. That said, I won't be a bystander if I see something that I think I can help with. If that makes any sense. I like weird art. I have 2 paintings of chairs that I love. Lately I've been kinda obsessed with clown art. I saw some in a dream, and I just cant get it out of my head. I wanted to paint it, but I have no art skills... I'm childfree, don't want kids, don't wanna be around them, etc.

My main kinks: Cgl, choking, spanking, cnc, overstimulation, oral (receiving). These are the ones that I can remember, I am missing some, sorry.

My limits: scat, blood, knives, shock, permanent marks, sharing. Again, maybe missing a few here.

So, anyway... I'm looking for someone who is under the age of 35. (Closer to my age, the better.) I want you to be kinky, and to want to eventually meet in person. I don't particularly have a type, so eh. You don't expect me to bend to your every whim, you wanna meet my stuffies, and color, and watch stuff with me. I'm hoping for a relationship, and cohabitation in the future, but I'm also okay with sex as long as you are upfront and clear about it. Hopefully, you are in Missouri (US) or willing to travel to me. You like going on dates: Out for food, maybe looking at art, making crafts from the dollar store, watching movies at home, etc. You are okay with physical affection (even if it's awkward at first). Maybe you fit all of these boxes, maybe you don't but you think that we could work anyway, maybe you only fit some of these, if the above applies to you, and you're somehow still interested, please send that message. (UNLESS OVER 35!!!) In your message, please tell me your age, where you're from, your name, and what you're looking for. I know it's alot to remember, but it's important for us to be honest and clear.