I’m a 21 Year old affectionate little one , confused I guess is a way to put the thumb on the void I feel. I’ve recently just been trying to conceal my void of pain from everyone and it hurts because the only thing I want in life is to feel affection, to be able to grip your shirt and cry my heart out, to be able to smile genuinely from the bottom of my heart. It might be basic but there are those out there who believe that men aren’t allowed to cry or to be the small spoon in bed or on the couch . But I want to be that one , I want to be the small spoon, the one who feels the warmth of a mother’s love , to have arms wrapped around my neck as I look up and see the face that makes me smile and believe happiness exist . I also don’t want it to be one sided , I want to do the same for you if that’s ok. Can I come home and lay on your lap or chest and fall asleep? I also been holding back a little side of mine , is it ok to let it out with you around ? . I would like to talk to someone who can care like this and want to be cared for as well. My Chats are always open and dry. I don’t care for age , just affection and snuggles everything else comes after trust. -Jaceyn
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