Hi,

It’s just a little long of a read, so grab a snack 😁

As it’s getting closer to Valentine’s, I think I honestly just want to have a glimpse of hope for the future, and maybe find some comfort so that I don’t feel like I’ll be alone forever 😅

About me physically: I’m 23, I’m 5’10, curvy or overweight or whatever you want to call it, and I have mental and physical disabilities. Which includes anxiety and depression. My most present physical disability/known one is PoTS, which affects pretty much daily life. A super simple way of putting it is my heart rate likes to be high all the time, but goes even higher when I stand up or crouch or bend lol.

About big me: I’m a whychoose/reverse harem book girlie haha. I seriously think I’ve ruined normal MF or even just MM relationships for myself, although only in books. I’m definitely a monogamous person. Althoughhh I think I’m open to two guys and me 😉😂

I enjoy going to movies (although recently they’ve honestly been too loud), but I’m also a-okay with staying in and watching something. I love a good tv show binge. A couple favorites I can think of are the first 6 seasons of the Walking Dead, Teen Wolf, like the first half of Smallville, and that’s just to name a few.

My favorite colors are blue and pink. Especially if they’re together. I enjoy singing and am in a community choir. I also sometimes write music, usually with my ukulele, but I do have I think 2 I did with a piano. Which is something I enjoy playing.

What I’m looking for: I’m not looking for anything in the sexual department right now. I have too many mixed feelings regarding all that, so I’d rather just keep that out for now. I’m also a completely nonsexual little, just fyi. That’s a firm boundary for me.

I’m hoping to find someone in Utah or at least close enough that you can travel because I want to put myself out in the “real world” instead of being stuck online so often. Also because I don’t see myself feasibly being able to travel long distances for a long while. Partially due to anxiety, mostly financially.

I would absolutely love it if I can find a guy taller than me. I could go on about how we all have our wants, even though it’s not fair to others, but it ultimately comes down to the fact that I’m simply not attracted to men that are shorter than me.

I think the best way I’ve learned to describe what I want in a relationship, is I want that traditional going on dates, enjoying being around each other, being cute and holding hands and all that, just with the extra benefit of knowing that we can be our genuine selves around each other.

Which brings us to little me: Sparkly things and stuffed animals are my Achilles heel hahaha. I’m a baby talker, although usually not out loud (at least right now, mostly because I’m a closeted little and am by myself when I am little). I wouldn’t necessarily say I’m into diapers, and although I’m not opposed to the idea, I definitely wouldn’t like using them.

I have a few pacifiers, although I’ll admit I don’t use them very often because 1) I don’t feel secure enough in where I’m living to use them freely and 2) I worry about my teeth and jaw because I have a tendency to clench my teeth and/or chew on the paci. Soooo I would actually love chewelry because I just know I’d be obsessed haha

I tend to be a talkative, yet very sleepy little, so I’m usually little around bedtime. And that’s just sorta the gist. Feel free to ask any question you have regarding my littlespace 😊

Anyway that’s kind of it, please say the password fluffykins so I know you actually read through my post, and also, please tell me what your favorite part of being a cg is, and thanks for reading 😊😊😊 (I know it was rather long, so seriously, thank you)