hi! my name is siah, i’m 23 years old, and i live in indiana. i’ve never been in an official cgl relationship, but i’ve always been really interested and curious about it. after a few years of solo exploring my little side, i think i’m finally ready to (hopefully!) find my forever caregiver & dom!

more about me: i’m genderfluid (afab) and i primarily prefer they/she pronouns. i’m pansexual. i’m a college student and i also work a part-time job. i have diagnosed anxiety and am in the process of getting an adhd diagnosis. i really love all things art and music — i like to draw and play instruments / sing! i also enjoy gaming, and watching people game :) i’m 5’5” and plus sized (around 200 pounds). i have dark curly hair & hazel eyes. i have lots of tattoos and a few piercings. my style is kind of a mix of aesthetics, but most often falls under the alternative umbrella.

in regards to my little side, i’m pretty quiet and shy, and i think i’d be well-behaved when it comes to a caregiver giving me rules (basically, not very bratty!). i love routine! my favorite things to do are draw/color, watch cartoons/movies/youtube, and cuddle with my stuffies and my paci.

i’m looking for someone 23 or older — i don’t really have an age that’s “too old” as long as we can mesh well, though i simply tend to prefer people my age or older! i really would love to find someone that can be a forever partner, both in the dynamic and out of it. preferably someone who is at least a bit more experienced. my favorite personality traits in a person are patient, communicative, and open minded — and, of course, i love a person with a sense of humor! i’d like someone who can nurture and guide as a caregiver, but also be my best friend and life partner. i’ve never had a “real” partner before, so all of this is very new to me, so hopefully someone who can be gentle and kind about that as well :’)

i’m really not looking for anything short term! i’m very open to online connections, especially because it makes it a bit easier on my anxiety at first, but if we get along well and things go right, i do hope to at least be able to arrange some in person meets! i currently live in indiana but i kinda hate it here lol, so if we click well longterm, i’d be very open to relocating.

thank you for reading!! if you’re interested, please feel free to reach out! 🖤