My new years resolution is to put myself out there more and develop meaningful relationships so here is an attempt.
I'm not looking for anything specific other than people who I can be myself with. I've noticed that I'm becoming more reserved and shy and am hesistant to share my thoughts and opinions because I worry about isolation. But I'm still lonely and am feeling very lost so I'm looking to build honest relationships. I would love to find a daddy to guide, protect, and care for me but am not getting my hopes up. I am hoping that building relationships where the existence of my little side is out in the open, with like-minded individuals will help me to feel more comfortable and confident with myself and allow for deeper connections.
In the vanilla world, I am sarcastic, authoritative, funny, and loyal. I love to learn and am particularly interested in psychology. I spend most of my free time reading and enjoy music, movies, and pop culture. I like live events such as concerts, festivals, and fairs especially ones that revolve around culture. I like to laugh and to make others laugh and have been told that my smile lights up a room.
These are aspects that I share openly and freely. While some traits translate to my little self, my little space is the truest version of me and I hesisitate to be vulnerable and share it with others.
In my little space, I am fragile. I can't put an age on it but I am curious and easily amazed. I like to laugh, dance, and play outside. I spend a lot of time tinkering and fiddling with things and enjoy arts and crafts. I like puzzling (actual and word) and singing along to music. But when I say fragile, I mean it. It's easy to hurt my feelings and make me sad. I tend to need direction and reminders to do adult things like eat but, really, I think I just like the attention. I also do not do well when I think others are upset with me and will likely ask you if you're mad at me 50 times a day until I'm sure that you're not.
I, like a car on a frigid winter morning, require a bit of warming, so please SFW interactions at first. I am happy to discuss kinks and answer questions but will not send pictures or anything like that until I'm relatively comfortable. I take submission very seriously and will not fully do so without a strong foundation and mutual trust/respect. For me, this means setting limits that may disappear over time and maintaining open,honest communication at all times. I would also like to note that I work two jobs, one is night shift, and have subsequently become mostly nocturnal so it may take me a while to initially respond. Also, I prefer phone calls because I suck at reading/conveying tone over text so it's important to me that that is a common goal.
Now that you've read my novel....if you're interested in getting to know me better please send me a chat with a purple heart (just so I know you read to the end)! Otherwise, best wishes and I hope you find what you're looking for 💜
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