This is a long read, but I am verbose by nature.

Per the title, searching for my alt babygirl and doll to mold to my needs and to attend to my whims.  I am seeking someone who wishes to exist and thrive in a nurturing environment, to have someone help push them to discover more about themselves in and out of kink, and to help them become the best version of themself. Someone I can care for and praise. I also would want a partner who is comfortable with letting me have control in their life. To let me dress them and play with them however I wish.  A sweet soul who enjoys pain and letting me mix pleasure and pain. Someone who's okay with some degradation.

For some main kinks of mine to check compatibility: anal, breath play, pet play, master/slave dynamics, DDLG.  Impact play, sensory play, orgasm control.  Primal play, CNC, free use.  Breeding (the act,  not the pregnancy).  Bondage/shibari.  Also darker/more extreme kinks that can be discussed.

Hard limits: scat, firearms, children, animals, hard drugs, permanent harm (receiving/inflicting).

I am also looking for someone who outside of kink, is willing to sustain friendship and companionship.  Maybe more if it comes to that, but that's beyond the scope of what I'm currently seeking *right now*.

I am US based, westish coast, but open to those behind the US borders, though with the understanding that it will be difficult.  I am looking for someone who is comfortable with the idea of eventually moving to in person, and likely relocation as well.

I am not skinny, nor particularly tall, but I'm working on it.  I'm 5'8", half Korean, and very much bearish in physicality.  I lift heavy and am strong, but have a more dad bod/power lifter physique.  I understand that that's not for everyone.  Further, I have dark brown curly hair, Grey blue eyes, a full beard, and have been told I have a lovely voice.  Happy to provide pics and a voice note on request.

As I have mentioned, I am looking for someone who tends to fit the more goth/alt aesthetic, it's my preference.  As unfair as it might sound, being a bigger guy, I tend to prefer slimmer women.  But that doesn't mean I don't like thick or curvy women either.  Just a preference.  Height doesn't matter to me, and I would prefer someone younger than me, at least 21 if possible. 

I ask that you are someone who is open to communicating regularly, and communicates regularly and honestly.  I'm not saying I need you constantly on your phone, I understand life gets busy.  I get busy too.  But I would like to try to achieve daily communication.  I ask that you be single, monogamous, and child-free as well, as I am all of those.

To summarize, I am looking for someone who is alt/goth, and wants to be my babygirl, my best friend, and who desires companionship and friendship outside of the kink. Someone who wants to be taken care of and nurtured, but also used like a sexdoll. I hope to hear from you lovely people if this interests you or if you feel you fit the description.