Hi there!! I've realised I haven't got anyone to really feel connected to. I have only a few souls I can rely on and two of them are cats. And I've also realised that as wonderful as those cats may be.. I crave someone to form a meaningful bond with. Someone I can love, care for, nurture and cuddle the hell out of for as long as possible!

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

With that said.. Let's start with myself! I'm a 30 year old guy who lives in England. I have lots of free time and I'd love to spend lots of time together and game, watch stuff, listen to music together, just chat or whatever happens! I'm definitely not the most social or extroverted person and I'll be the first to admit that I'm not a simple person either. I have a bunch of quirks and I have my own difficulties such as an awful case of anxiety and OCD. But despite that, I'll always try my best!

I'm pale and I'm six foot tall with pretty long dark brown hair and hazel eyes. I prefer to keep to an alternative kind of aesthetic (I guess it could be described as a mix between gothic and anime streetwear). I also have a couple of piercings and definitely am planning on getting tattoos in the future. Probably something in a biomechanical style. Kinda like a robotic arm! And also something linked to my past and current cats.

I'm mostly a calm person. I'm very patient and I'm always doing my best to be optimistic. I have an eccentric, cynical and at times quite a dark sense of humour. So I definitely get along best with someone that isn't quick to take offense and loves to joke around. I'm usually pretty playful when I've grown comfy around someone however it does take me a bit to warm up. So I'll need you to be understanding with me there to beat the nerves!

I'm a caregiver and I consider myself pretty comfy in my role at this point. However I'm not the most experienced IRL just yet! I'm definitely more of a gentle, loving, affectionate caregiver who thrives on spoiling his little and spending as much time with them as possible! I'm always looking to be a very comforting presence and being a "softer" kinda caregiver simply comes naturally to me. However.. While I am softer, I wish to express that I am still very much able to put my foot down in situations that require it and can be quite a bit stricter whenever it is needed.

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It would be absolutely amazing if our interests match but please don't feel discouraged if they don't all match up! An open mind is very important and sometimes even opposites attract!

• ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇs 🎮

I'm a PC gamer and I don't have any consoles at the moment sadly. I play a lot of games and I'd love to have somebody to play co-op with! I play a wide variety of genres but my favourites will always be RPG games such as Assassin's Creed, Borderlands, Genshin Impact, Persona, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, The Witcher, Fallout and The Elder Scrolls. Or completely different things such as Rocket League and League of Legends (which I wanna get into and am trying my best to learn on EUW). Or even more casual things like Stardew Valley or Terraria or Golf It! I've also played many MMOs in my time.

• ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ 🎌

I love to binge watch anime although I don't really like doing so by myself! It's just not as much fun and I tend to get distracted too easily.. I'm currently super behind on it all! So, if you are into it, or are willing to try it, that's a bonus as well! I like a wide variety of it, though my favourites are Gintama, Beelzebub, Assassination Classroom, Death Parade, Re:Zero and Soul Eater.

• sʜᴏᴡs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs 🎥

Some shows that I like/have liked are It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia (my permanent number one pick), What We Do In The Shadows, Rick & Morty, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Community, Arrested Development, and Archer.. When it comes to movies.. I like comedies, thrillers, horrors, mysteries and especially anything psychological. Oh and lots of superhero stuff! Again, if we could watch stuff together, it'd be awesome.

• ᴍᴜsɪᴄ 🎶

EDM (Electronic Dance Music) and the many, many sub genres has always had my heart. With Porter Robinson being my favourite artist. Although I've been through many phases and some stuff has stuck with me including rock, metal (mostly prog stuff) and various random hip hop artists. Or even just simple pop. In general, I'll give anything a go, no matter the genre and I'd love to share musical interests and playlists.

• ᴀɴɪᴍᴀʟs 🐈

I adore animals. Probably more than I like most human beings in all honesty. Especially felines or other fluffy bundles of joy. I have two cats of my own that you are required to love very much!

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

• ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ·ᴍ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ

I'm not really the most picky person out there when it comes to who I feel I can bond with! I'm generally open to pretty much anybody who simply feels drawn to sending a message. I don't mind how old you are, as long as you're over eighteen and.. I guess not TOO much older (let's say around ten years older at most). I don't mind where you're from as long as you're interested in meeting up someday. I don't have much preference about looks either but I do admire alt fashion and on the contrast.. Soft cutesy styles. What's important is that we connect deeply on an emotional level. What I do however see as non-negotiable is that I'll only ever consider a completely dedicated, monogamous relationship. Oh and I wanna add on that if you're interested in pet play as well, you get a bonus point!

So! If my long post has interested you enough to reach out.. Great! If you think that we'd get along well, even if it'd only be as friends to play a few games or something, do go ahead and send me a message introducing yourself. Please do tell me a bit about yourself and your interests so that I can learn about you too!