I’m trying to find my Big Brother. He can be sadistic and cruel. He knows how to deal with my brattiness and keeps me on a tight leash. But I know it’s all out of love for me. Because he’s also really affectionate and attentive. He takes care of me and makes me take care of myself. He needs me as much as I need him. We cling to each other, obsess over each other. Even when I get angry, he’ll never let me leave because he can’t live without me. And he doesn’t let me tell him no. I’m his little sister after all and I belong to him, even if he has to take what’s his by force. (CNC, freeuse dynamic)

All this has to come in time, after we build trust and a bond with each other. I have a Daddy (who approves but will not be involved). I’m looking for my forever Big Brother. I’m not here to be anyone’s quick fun or dirty secret. I want to bond with a real person, not a fake persona. I truly need my Big Brother and I can’t take getting hurt anymore.

I’m not an easy little/sub to have. I’m a broken, chronically ill mess. I can be sweet and amazing and a total nightmare. My Big Brother has to be patient and understanding and a good caretaker. He needs to have plenty of time to chat with me throughout the day or I might die from neglect. I’m completely serious. If you shower me with attention at first only to stop, I will leave.

But if you think you want to take on this mess, then you’ll have a crazy but thoughtful little sis. She’s weird and a bit of a weeb. She spends most of her time doing crafts, playing cozy games, and reading smut and manga. She likes all kinds of things from horror to cartoons. She’s basically an emo toddler. She enjoys role-play and hopes you do, too. She wants to bake you sweets and give you lots of cuddles. Even though she’s a huge pain in the butt, she will always be here for you and love you unconditionally.

She’s waiting for you. You know where to find her.