(This page is a mess, try to not read into it) Trying this again mainly because I’m bored and why not. Hoping/ looking for a long term situation with a dom.

Really need a tough love approach in terms of getting a routine going, cleaning up the house, etc. I struggle w/major depression and executive dysfunction and it’s hard to get the energy to do it on my own. looking for someone who can help me be more comfortable/confident with sex/kink so I’d prefer someone who’s close so we can meet up(in time).

You’d preferably have your own stability to help get mine to a more ideal place but I know life is life. Hard limits is knife play, abdl/diapers, scat, anal. Main kinks are pet play, drool/sweat and praise.

Me in a cg/l - I tend to brat/struggling following orders at times but i will eventually get it done. I like seeing how patient you’ll be before you stop being nice. I thrive off praise and words of affirmation. I like showing the tasks I’ve done, when i remember. I want a cg/l mainly because I like the idea of psychology of cognitive dissonance , and I feel like that’s what a lot of cg/l are. How I can’t believe that I can do it on my own, then give up control to someone else and wham I can magically do it.

My ideal dom/sir whatever would have experience with dealing with all of the above as well as someone who’s sexuality is fluid(unsure if I’m ace or demi or just have a low libido at times). Preferably older than me but not above like 33. I know this won’t replace therapy or anything but I’m hoping it’ll just help me get motivated and so on. Currently binging sex in the city. Other activties include movies, reading, running(getting back into shape), pinterest. Idrk what else to say but yeah. message me if you idk. Some effort if your response(if anyone does see this) would be appreciated. Dueces

Repost the one I was talking to fell through(maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s Maybelline)