Hello! Not my first post here, probably like my sixth overall haha. I’ve had good and bad experiences with caregiving but nothing has stuck for longer than a few months and I always seem to come back here eventually hoping to find something good.

I’m recently 30. I don’t wanna be but I am apparently. Im kinda struggling with loneliness again atm. I don’t have many friends and the one friend I was close to has had personal stuff for a year or so and it’s finally hitting me that we’re probably never getting back to the dynamic we had.

I’m very good at caregiving I think? It’s one of the few things I’m actually good at tbh. I’m very needy and I like to stay in touch all day, even if we’re both not doing much. I put my all into caring.

I need to stress that I need somebody who understands that I’m human too and I need a give and take relationship, not all take. I’ve had lots of experiences where people expected me to be On for them all the time and it was draining. I promise I’ll take care of you to the best of my ability, as long as you give back and allow me to feel emotionally validated and appreciated too.

I’m not necessarily looking for something sexual at first but it would be great if we could develop towards that together - primarily I just want a close person to adore and spoil and share the small stuff with. I have my kinks and stuff tho too and am open to anything! To that end, I’d prefer single people only - nothing against polyamory or anything but I’m far too possessive and clingy for it to be easy for me!

I’m quite a nerd and enjoy lots of different things. I like Star Wars and Doctor Who and Star Trek amongst other things. I read a lot. I get very focused on things for periods of time - currently I’m into Star Wars figures and I’m collecting lots of Black Series stuff primarily. It’d be nice to have somebody who humours stupid little chats about whatever I’m into this week. And of course I’ll always listen to you.

I struggle with anxiety. I struggle with my identity. I have Gender struggles that I won’t reveal until we’re comfortable but I’m happy with being called Daddy as it’s something I like despite not identifying fully as male. On that note, even though I put M4F in the title, I’m of course open to trans/non-binary/fellow gender confused peoples. Anybody, really, as long as you’re lovely! I may be slow to reply at first as I struggle to get back into actually talking to new people. We’ll get there. I’m open to phone calls/facetime/whatever once we’re comfortable.

I’m in England. I’m open to people from anywhere but it would be great if we could meet eventually. I’m basically looking for somebody to adore really. If you think I could be your Daddy, send me a message. <3

Obviously people of legal age only please!