Hello meow. I am looking for a daddy meow.

I am a domestic princess and artist but I am also male lol. In other words I am a passing trans woman on hrt for 10 years but I still feel more comfortable knowing my partner is bi enough to date a really cute guy. I am posting here looking for an exclusive romantic relationship. I would really like to meet someone who is near me (within a few hours' travel) so we can do things together in person without too much delay but I wrote "maybe online" in the title because if we are perfect for each other then distance is irrelevant.

I am very sensitive but I am also very intense. My MBTI type is INFP-T and though I don't like enneagram I still think it's interesting that I'm a 6w5.

I like art, spirituality, health fitness, fantasy/sci fi media, roleplay, internet people culture politics. I like learning about the world and nature and science and technology in general. I like video games but I'd rather not have conversations based on that.

I like listening to music a lot and it is important to me that I can vibe with the music my partner listens to. Recently I'm listening Boris Brejcha's Tomorrowland 2024 set over and over :3 Examples of the kind of music I like most are as follows (no links because sub rules?): Diane & David Arkenstone - Avalon: Between Earth and Sky, Boris Brejcha at Grand Palais for Cercle, DANCE WITH THE DEAD - Near Dark (album), Waveshaper - Artifact (album), Eversong Woods - Music & Ambience (Everness video), Lazy Laser - Ride On Space Cowboy, 10 Ft. Ganja Plant - Ten Deadly Shots Vol. One

I need my partner to be taller than me (5'9 /175cm ), and at least 25 years old (though preferably older than me).

I am interested in doing things together like:

looking at the stars, exploring old castles, being on a spaceship (?!), taking walks in the park or going hiking, going to a museum, aquarium, or library, cooking food together, me cooking food for you, playing video games or board games together, cuddling in bed together, sleeping next to each other, sharing massages, roleplaying/playing pretend together, exercising together, talking about our dreams and feelings, celebrating holidays together, making a home together, doing literally everything together...

I consider my love language to be touch but I have very mixed/chaotic/negative feelings about sex. I feel averse to it for multiple reasons. I need a partner who is willing to be intimate with me without sex and who will never need it to stay with me at any point. I want a bf whose first thought isn't that he wants to have sex with me, it's that he's happy to see me.

I'm mostly into a cgl dynamic for the emotional and roleplay side of things. I basically want my boyfriend to also be a surrogate father figure. I want a boyfriend who will treat me like I'm a kid and take me fun places and read me stories and let me carry my stuffies around everywhere and always listen to me and help me with stuff I don't know how to do and guide me through stuff and always be patient with me even if my emotions are all over the place. Someone who will protect me and look after me and treat me like a princess and maybe gently bully me a little bit sometimes for pretend. I like feeling like I'm completely safe with someone and I want to feel like I can let go and give myself to someone completely. I want him to help give my life structure even if it's just things like doing something special with me on the same day every week or calling me every night before sleep to talk to me and make sure I got ready for bed and stuff. I also like thinking about people in different roles like dating a male therapist or a teacher or a big brother and being close to them. I also want to be a kitty and say myaaa and have Daddy let me hang out at his house whenever I want, meow.

I want to grow together with a partner and help each other improve. Well-being is important to me. With that being said, I have significant mental/emotional problems (cptsd/quiet bpd/ocd) so please don't expect me to be normal and fully productive/functional. I have very intense emotions and have had difficult experiences so I want a partner who "gets it" and is mature enough to understand and is prepared to handle wild emotions of full intensity (including growling and purring rawr).

Honesty and communication are a number one priority for me. I write a lot of walls of text and I would like to talk to someone else who does as well. I would like to talk a lot about emotions, dreams, media, some experience I had or something someone on the internet said or some meme I saw or my day to day life. I need a lot of attention so I don't think I can have a relationship with someone who isn't available to talk for at least a few hours on an ordinary day.

I have so much more I want to share about myself and I really, really, really want to meet someone who makes me feel excited to do that.

Meow. 🐾🐈