I wanna learn how to relax and bask in the feeling of knowing I am the goodest girl in the whole world 😇😈So I need a bit of your help with that.

I can't promise I'll end up being yours (I hope my own forever 💪Papa Bear💪 will find me very soon when the time comes), but I'd still like to get to know you. I so badly need someone experienced to talk to and to look up to.

Who'll maybe take me by the hand and guide me through my first steps because he knows what to do and I don't, because I am so little😔

I thrive specifically on praise, care and attention though because I am a VERY GOOD girl, so I don't wanna any strict baddies in my DMs! I will block them!!😋 Just so you know!!!

But seriously dear Daddies and fella little sisters (grown-up Natasha here taking over), I hope I won't get kicked out of this wonderful community for being underqualified, but how do you even start? Especially as a tall curvy-ish 36 yo Little?

Did anyone ever feel a bit scared and shy like me in the beginning?

Am I "little" enough for this? Am I kinky enough to fit in, with my absolute weakness for SOFT dominant style?🫠 Are there Daddies out there who are not much younger than me, but not like 20 years older either?

So many questions... I wish I could just tuck them away securely into the furthest corners of my mind and come back to my previous life; but I just can't - and believe me, I tried, very hard 😂 So... here I am.

All my life I’ve been ignoring this huge elephant in the room, hoping that if I diligently ignore it for long enough, it'll surely go away - it will - it must, right? 😇

But... how can you ignore it anymore, when...

.....Gentle babytalk and calling me cute little names just DOES THINGS to me. Always did. Here, I said it. God what a good girl.

.....F*cking forehead kisses - I swear - have always felt better than orgasms.

.....Wrap your hand around mine a bit possessively like a proper Daddy Dom from my timid dreams - and I'll turn into a puddle.

.....Tuck me into bed at night - and do what you want I will be slowly melting on your shoulder till the sun rises.

.....Hug me super tight as often as you can - and chances are, I won't go anywhere even if I didn't like you that much at first (uh-oh I really shouldn’t have said that🤭)

All in all, even thinking about this dynamics feels a bit like a drug running through my veins. I am afraid there's no turning back for me at this point, but neither am I exactly ready to move forward 🤣

Arggh

I wanna explore this world so much, but neither do I want to make haste. Choosing her Papa Bear is the most important decision in anyone's life, isn't it? 🥰

I'd like to meet someone with whom I could become friends with first and foremost, and then maybe slowly try some things. Or maybe not. But maybe yes :)

Help?!!!!

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P.S. Me personally, I think eventually/ideally I'd prefer smth closer to a 24/7 DDLg dynamics, but I don’t know, less intense maybe?

❤ I mean, I kinda don't watercolor and such, and I definitely I don’t play with dolls etc. Oh and (with all due respect) I am absolutely not into diapers or pacifiers. Little Natasha is too grown up for that sort of thing, being already 5, you know! 🤭

❤ Well, being sweetly talked to does make me absolutely melt though, that's true 😊 I also have a soft spot for skillful tuck-ins, and wouldn't mind an occasional bed time story at all, either (hmm I wonder if my Daddy will allow me to snack in bed a bit? I hope so🤤)

❤ I am also SUPER cuddly (think baby koala level of cuddly) and am a huge fan of cute bear videos (maybe you would like to see one?🤭 I can totally send you!)

❤ But mostly, all I'd wanna do, to be honest, would be just to sit on my dear Papa Bear's lap as much as I can, and to go with him wherever he goes like a Daddie's sweet little shadow, and to be his little "helper" in all kinds of things - that's all.

❤ Who cares about silly dolls if there's Daddy to play with you, right? (but just so you know, I hate chores!!😋 I am really, really too little for them yet 😇)

❤ So for me, it's more about the vibe, about gentle leading and protection and care and mutual love and cuddles versus necessarily painting my nails pink or calling you Daddy etc etc. But oh we definitely can explore ;)

❤ I think, eventually I might allow my Daddy to help me pick out my clothes too (I want to be the cutest girl for him and in the way he likes, both in the SFW and NSFW worlds), spend bathtime together, brush my hair.. things like that.

❤ But also, ideally, I want someone who won't freak out if I sometimes accidentally slip out of little space to excitedly discuss the newest research in neuroscience or smth… lol… but who will be delighted by it.

❤ A Daddy for my Little, but also a mate, a lover, and someone to discuss everything with and to grow old with, to become that adorable old couple that still keep those stars in their eyes 😋

❤ And if you happen to have a soft spot for shy, a bit self-conscious, introverted Littles, and gently encouraging / reassuring her everything will be alright is something that secretly makes you melt - please write me ASAP just know that you're AMAZING🥰

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P.P.S. I know you're probably wondering about sex... Well to be honest I am secretly wondering too 😊 Because I feel a bit like a newborn in that regard too.

⚡ As if everything I always thought I "knew" about my sexuality, can be thrown out of the window at this point. But just to be clear, I am NOT into humiliation / degradation of any kind, neither am I into S/M/pain.

⚡ Hmm what's even left, you'll ask? Well, tons of hot things, and I should hope the right person will know what to do with me 🫠

⚡ OK OK gradually learning to speak more clearly, lol, so - it would seem that, indeed, I might crave being controlled (just a little bit🤭) who knows, maybe even belong to my Daddy eventually?

⚡ Sooooooo ideally, I hope to someday find my loving Papa Bear / Best Cuddler in the world, but who'd be into a bit rougher things too when it comes to sex, I've been thinking light cnc/ SOFT Dom-Sub/ primal / predator-prey sort of vibes maybe? 🥰😈

⚡ (not interested in anything truly hardcore though … more than basic things like hair pulling or being pinned down etc etc.. sorry... I go weak in the knees from being overpowered and knowing who's in control... not from being actually hurt)

⚡ So in the perfect world, hoping to meet someone amazing, who'd be willing to switch between the roles for me a little?

Am I asking for too much in 1 person? Maybe. But... I've always been too lucky for my own good🤭 So I'll keep asking, and see what I get!

All I know is that in the end, all I need is 1 right person for me - I simply know we will work it all out together, and can't wait for that!

Although I must warn you that with me being demisexual, it probably won't be anytime too soon, so please don't waste your time if you only wanna pretend to wanna be my Daddy to just f*ck me.

Guys I absolutely respect everyone's preferences and pace, it's just there're sooooooo many better options out there for you 🙏 it's just not worth it.

Having your own Little is hard enough on its own, but winning a demisexual Little's devotion😈🥰 takes someone who REALLY knows what they're doing 🤭

P.P.P.S. What else...

🌠As a freelancer with completely screwed up biorhythms (well duuuh coz who’s there to tuck me in properly?😟), I work/live/sleep during very weird hours, so I don't think timezones could ever be an issue.

🌠Technically, for the right person, I'm up for relocating to any place on earth.

🌠This wouldn’t be a problem per se - it’s just that, obviously, such amount of trust takes time, not to mention my heart must hint pretty clearly this is the right person / thing to do (sorry…. sickeningly sweet AND proud 😋)

So yeah... if something resonated with you, or if you’re just curious to make a new Little friend from a faraway country, feel free to drop me a message!

Natasha 

TLDR: Curious Romantic Demisexual Little/Middle hoping to make new friends among soft Daddy Doms🥰 and maybe even meet someone special. Might relocate for the right person.