TL;DR: new little looking for friends and people to chat with and learn from

Hi!!

I am fairly new to this community and am looking to learn! In my professional and family life I take care of people and in my relationships I want to be taken care of. Ive always been into spicier things in private but struggle to find partners who are respectful or share the feelings and the more I learn about cg/l and read personals here I think this is what ive been searching for. Right now, I'm mostly wanting to make friends so I can learn where I fit here. But here are some things I am wishing for/interested in:

-anyone with patience, willing to start with texts and move to pictures then calls then more -someone to answer my dumb questions -anyone willing to rp/chat with someone who is very inexperienced but enthusiastic -people with children and how that works (I don't have any kids but want them eventually) -members of a ltr to talk about what that looks like

About me: im black, chubby/curvy with brown eyes and people say i have a nice smile. I like watching movies/tv, reading and travelling. I also like to learn about new things so if you have an interest I'd love to hear about it. I'm shy and not very good at starting conversations but I always reply and honestly, probably talk too much once I get to know/like you. We can talk about kinks and preferences in private however, I do not think abdl is for me; anything else is up for discussion. I am definitely a sub, a little bratty but I mostly just want to make my partner happy. I like romance and to feel appreciated in public but in private I prefer a stern, almost selfish hand.

Sorry for the book, I'm nervous but if anything catches your eye feel free to message me on here

Notes: Because I'm shy, when I start to look for a partner I'd prefer to, hopefully, make connections through friends. But mostly, I'd like to have friends outside the relationship that I trust and can talk to to because while my friends would be polite they don't quite understand so I'm wanting to build long lasting relationships that feature trust and mutual respect.