Hello.
I am looking for forever daddy. I made posts before but I haven't found him yet. I don't know where you are but I really miss you.
I'm trying to conduct my life in a way that is accessible for my husband daddy but not for fake daddies. I like cuddles. I have intense physical pain when I perceive a rift in a close connection and it requires communication to sort it out. I also get intense physical pain from just missing my daddy.
I want to just be feminine and little and put flowers and plants all over and do those things but I feel the weight of patriarchy and capitalism and exploitation and I see the effects on me and the people I interact with.
I don't know what forever daddy is like anymore. I want us to have several homes in different countries and I want our main home to have access to slides and obstacle courses and workout stuff. I want us to have a permaculture garden. I want daddy to be able to bench 200 lbs or 90kgs so that he has baseline core strength for acroyoga. I want us to cook together. I want the way we connect to be strong enough to overcome our faults in a healthful way. I want to get tucked in at night and I can tuck him in too if he likes. I want us to be lucky enough to have a good life but I don't really know what that means because we haven't met for so long that a lot of the things I wanted don't make sense anymore.
Miss you daddy
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