Hellooooo

(By dark ageplay I mean like I would like to fetishize your age and creep on someone younger than me being that they are 18 to 21 only, no exceptions and no minors.)

I'm looking for something specific. I want someone to spam me with texts and be clingy and know that I'm reading them even if I can't always respond. I also want to say very creepy stuff to you sometimes like how I want to feel your skin or watch your body "develop" or sniff your panties or whatever comes to mind. I'm definitely not for everyone because sometimes the things I fantasize are violent and gorey, which makes me sound like a serial killer, but uh they're just fantasies I promise lol. Another thing I really want is to watch your face on discord video call while I jack off and we talk/flirt/get creepy and you being ok with me masturbating while I text you (I masturbate a lot, and you don't have to be sexual on your part at all even when we video call and I watch your face react to stuff, but I'm just saying I want a dynamic where I can be freely sexual without having to ask every time, so kinda like free use per se).

I'm (probably) not looking for a relationship, just for a dynamic. I get burnt out easily as a daddy dom (moreso because of the dom part) because I'm actually a little myself and that's what I prefer, but admittedly, sometimes I have the daddy urges once in a while and sometimes those urges don't have an outlet (which should be criminal because there are so many little needy girls aching for attention hehe). I guess you could say this is a temporary dynamic for us to "settle" in the meantime and get our needs met while we wait for luck to bless us with an actually compatible romantic partner. I (probably) won't be romantic with you, but I do like to get intimate with who I'm talking to. I am bomb ass at aftercare lol, so even if my creeping on you is not doing it for you sexually, my aftercare will probably feel really cathartic.

As for myself, I got diagnosed with mild autism like a week ago (which is kinda autistic of me to bring up rn lol), but uh... you might need to repeat stuff to me in different wording so I can understand. For example, try to be specific as possible and avoid "it" and "that." That way our communication will be better. Also, I wish I could make this more platonic, but honestly my life consists of masturbating a lot so it's hard to make this more sfw. I am ok with you being sfw on your end, but I like to be unpredictable with my consensually creeping on you. As for my other boring ass hobbies lol, I uh watch youtube and browse the internet and work and listen to dark trap music. I'm thinking of picking up exercising too and gaming as well.

I'm not going to show what I look like but I'm 5'9", 200lbs (I'm no longer obese! I used to be 250lbs!), long brown hair, white pale skin, dark blue stoner (but sober) eyes, glasses, small beard and mustache, a little hairy everywhere, and a large body frame.

I'm a nerd for random intellectual topics lol. You can always hmu for that stuff, but I might not like some existential topics because they could trigger my death anxiety.

I'm not good at small talk or platonic talk with women or even dominating lol. I guess you could say I am a caretaker savant because I am really good at taking care of people emotionally when it's aftercare related. I'm not always understanding things outside of that because... ya know... autism... but uh... if you're willing to be patient (lol) and help me get better with my social skills just by having experiences with you, then that'd be really nice. I can be a mentor to you too in other ways, especially with being healthier, but I'm always learning as they say.

(I'll just add this bit in ig, but it might repeat what I said somewhat. I'm looking for a mentally ill silly cutie the most I think. I've been happiest talking to people like that because I guess I can relate to them. It's ok if you don't think you're cute. What you think is cute might be different from me. If I could listen to you sleep or if we got kinda close and watched movies together... I'd just ughhh 🥺. I think my paternal hormones are running rampant today, and I need to feel needed heh. Feel free to send a chat anyways even if you don't think you're cute btw! I might beg to differ.)

As for you, I'd like you to be 18 to 21, cute, creative, randomly clingy, patient, willing to video call your face for me (at least eventually) because it turns me on, curious about learning, non-judgemental with mental health issues like my depression and anxiety and autism, and have a voice I like (even if it's not conventionally attractive I might actually love it, you never know). I guess my voice is cute but monotone, and quiet and good for falling asleep to. If it's unclear what I am looking for or why I am looking for it feel free to ask. I am only open to discord for dynamic stuff. Anyways, feel free to hmu cutie :)